Grand rising gods and goddess i havent been on here in some time and the reason for this is ”me“ meaning my ego every since my solar return eye been weird my stomach won’t stop hurting and i was getting dragged back into this fucked up game we are currently in just bc i didn’t wanna let go of someone who i feel meant the world to me but come to find out this ppl don’t love you they way you love em and they care more about materialistic shit than try to find thyself and im not gone see here and lie about me following self and keeping with self bc that would be a lie. self really pissed at me rn and can’t blame him 😔 cus of those stupid decisions I’ve been making lately but eye just want y’all to know that no matter how hard all this shit get eye won’t give up on finding my true self and purpose and eye won’t ever stop my journey or slow down for someone else outside of me. eye love all of you 🧬💜 Now is time to fucking rise ✊🏼