I don't want to make this a negative post, but i got no one in person to talk to about this, i feel alone, i know im not alone anywhere but everyone around me are either complacent or indoctrinated, i know i got to let go of those around me, but i had to let go of everyone, the environment im in is being sprayed with chemicals every "hour" and don't even get me started on the food 🤦🏽♂️ "They" (walmart specifically where im at) are building "job towns" already, and people are just running around like chickens in a coop, meanwhile mcdonalds "pays" people 15-17$ an "hour" and teachers of any grade (pre-k through 12th grade) get 11-12$ an "hour", all im being told is "it's just how life is" or "what can/are you/we going to do about it" people only put out comments but don't want to come together, if i go to court on my own, im just going to be titled/labelled as crazy, "mouthy", etc. No one where im at in arkansas says a word. I've tried to have conversations with all types of beings, either they have became complacent, or say "I don't care" or "not my problem".
Im actually am starting to become sick of this, i keep finding my self in situations where i have to stand up for another person (I always would if happens around me) but im the only one out of so many around me, "they" won't kill me or others because "who's going to work for 'us'."
All I have is my self and I'm ok with it because im not very social, but it's like im a elephant in a chicken coop, everyone is just running around, causing chaos or negative frequencies. I know not to let it affect me, but whenever I speak about it, I get titled/labeled as all sorts of names. All im doing is focusing on self, but it's like others want a part of me or always bring me up or compare me, basically using my name. It's to the point where im starting to think some people are getting paid for saying/doing negative things.
I want y'all to remember also, you are perfect. You might question why, how, what, where, etc. But that's how you're perfect, you're able to transform your InnerG into another, wether it be negative or positive. The choice is yours (also me)
They may have to come back to do this all over again but I'm not! Lol
Job towns smfh they want us to be slaves. I innerstand you sometimes I feel like I can't talk to some of my family members about this shit. They are too asleep or still like well I don't know I ain't never seen it. Sometimes you can't see with these physical eyes but you need your spiritual ones. I learned that everyone will wake up when they are ready. I used to feel drained trying to explain it to some.