Peace & duality Goddess & Gods!
Eye’m new to this awakening & I’ll say, it’s been one hell of a ride that’s for sure! I’ve had moments where I felt empowered & others when I found myself screaming in tears on the shower floor, not knowing while I’m crying and feeling all of these emotion; as well as feeling like I’m going insane!
the more I learn, the more I learn I have more to learn. Everything I thought I knew was all wrong & everything I thought I learned in the beginning phases of my awakening turns out to only be a small fraction of the truth.
At some point, I become paranoid and fear ridden. inwardly suspecting And Questioning everybody and everything that I see. Wondering what’s real and what’s not. If people are who they say they are on a aspect of being an extraterrestrial in humanoid form - or just being following by the gov because I’m learning and speaking the truth to those who’ll listen. I even went so far as loosing my willpower to even live...wondering what’s even the point of trying to live when we are living in doomsday & at any given moment they can just round up everyone who hasn’t taken the hot sauce 19 and just off us.
Eye day all this to say, how does one learn of the truth ( and continue to learn ) and not fall victim to fear? How does one continue to live on without fear of the imminent?
Are we living in a time of ending? Or beginning? How does one survive this war? How does one complete their soul contract Without fear & with purpose?
Peace reflections 🔆 I appreciate all the experiences shared it’s crazy because we all have some what similar stories. I always questioned everything at younger ages, always stood out but was call weird, conspiracy theories everything. So I really just blended in as I grew up still was being me but low key with it. But 2019 I really had a awaken I stopped eating bad start to do a lot of unlearning & relearning yk. Lost friends, cut off friends. Went threw the ups & downs but that’s apart of the journey. What really helped me along the way was really taking a lot of time to myself doing shadow work helping remove alot of stress & anxiety. Grounding in nature barefoot while talking to the universe top tier for me. Eating better helps “we know about food “ but your vessel is also apart of self. You can’t be spiritually well but not physically well & vice versa. And fasting helps alot as well (it’s alot of forms of fasting) pick which one works for you. Meditation helped me remove fear it make me balanced & so much more yk.
Peace Divine Goddess We Connected On Ig For A while Family And then you Just Up And Poofed Away And Here I thought I was the Aquarius 🤣. Either Way I am Glad To Se you Persevering My Love! Question Why Do you...Question yourself ? with these goings on about paranoia and Humanoid Stalkers. You Know What's Real! Vibration! is real feel is real the University is real we are real otherwise you wouldn't still be here Ase' I wish I could hug you and everybody here but I can't shake the feeling we are scattered for a reason there are no accidents, Coincidences Or mistakes these are all man-made English words for something that's they can't Define which is Cosmic Love And Wisdom... Guidance Family I am Always Here Peace Be.
PEACE Goddess! This is raw honesty and Eye can appreciate it because these are valid experiences and questions that many of us have experience during this Rise. Eye can speak from a perspective of my experience in hopes that it helps you. My experiences has been a rollercoaster as well and all of the fears that you have mentioned here, are very familiar to me. For me it is a continuous growing process that aligns you with the experiences to evolve that growth. For me, eye recognize the onset of my awakening in 2010-2011 and it was rough in the initial stages of it and eye became extremely hungry for answers. But when eye look back at what eye did to move through the experiences of being a truth seeker, eye noticed that eye started listening to my inner guidance more. When my inner guidance said fade into black, eye did. When my inner guidance said leave Facebook, eye did. When my inner guidance said no more fear, eye became one with that message. When my inner guidance lead me to external teachings, eye listened and absorbed what resonated with my being. My ascension systems are very physical as well but eye have also become one with that process. Eye have made peace with many things to include this transition from the material to my next phase of presence. Eye trusted my inner guidances and as eye began to evolve, eye realized that my inner guidances were my ancestors and many different esoteric and genetic memories were coming back to my consciousness. And as a result my level of consciousness started to ascend. Eye grew into doing my shadow work to heal and rid myself of unwanted beliefs that was counterproductive to my growth and rise. Eye too felt like the government was after me because eye was so vocal and eye used to worry about doing too much. But then that feeling came over me and eye no longer feared the very thing that has a role and responsibility in keeping us stagnant and in survival mode. It literally just fades away. So, this is just a short version of what many of us go through. It is a lot more. But you will be okay as long as you are true to yourself and you move from within. That was the most important thing for me. Everyone story may be different and it’s good to hear the many variations to ultimately a similar goal. Gratitude for sharing your truth Goddess and as a reflection of you Eye shared my truth with you to promote healing for the both of us. PEACE & Love to you Goddess and Eye salute to the divinity within you. 👁💜✊🏾🤞🏾☮️
Just be reflection and stay ready.. try to connect to nature as much as you can stop eating there food doing shit they do and fear will leave I think we scared to lose life how it Is.. we can not fathom wat life is truly like right now because of light code lock down so it not your fault gOD weapon are being used against us we just finding out about.. So fear no