Goin through a separation. She engaged with another god Last night. Jus told me. I’m jus confused on this love shit. How u love someone or claim u do and do tha. Or jus put yourself out there. How u cry n wake up like nun happebed the next day. I used to not care but the action. The word love is like now a trigger word to me. Every time I been told love u. Just shown it ain’t real. How can u jus forget about a whole situation u had like its nun. Why are girl gettin these tattoos of numbers . Claiming Spirituality but is a stripper. And supporting that. I don’t understan. I feel spiritual is starting to become a religious thing instead of a lifestyl. Like u jus can’t do both u can’t be in and out I feel no such thing.