I want to say the month before December 21st. I wasn't aware spiritually for what was going on. But I always had a urge as far I can remember to help heal the planet and my people, and then I stumble upon Divine insight and someone else in my YouTube subscription that I never remember subscribing nor watch to (that's the ancestors right there) and then I start listening from them and I was skeptical at first but he connects so much dots and it makes sense and I accept the truth for what it is. It was hard coming out of religion cuz that's all I knew and had hope for but slowly but surely I broke out of it.