I’m age 17 and I feel as if I’m doomed. I’ve been the only one in my family to actually realize that I’m a soul and sprit, I do feel as if I’m alone and it tends to sit on my conscious often and it hurts. My actual father, my mother, and stepdad have all taken the vaccine. All believers of wearing mask everywhere, telling me to go to college and doing all the stuff that would be considered selling away my soul just for a paycheck. I just needed somewhere to actually talk about it, since when I try to talk to them it’s like my words go through their ear and come out of the other. It wasn’t that long that I just contemplated on just ending my life since it seemed there was nothing good going for it. That’s all that has been sitting inside of me as of so far. Peace to all the Gods and Goddesses of Planet Ki. One love. 🟣🔵🟢