I’ve expressed my to them about the vaccination, and still they persist. No matter how much proof I give them, they just blow me off my saying the “see” where I’m coming from ( which they don’t). And by saying they‘re doing what’s best for me. I honestly don’t know what else option I have since the first shot was forced upon me, and they plan to give me the second one. I don’t wanna go out like this. I’m only 17 dealing with all of this, I feel very stuck because all of my family is absolutely clueless. It‘s been a hard time with all of this and now I’m just out of ideas. I live in Mississippi and it’s become mandatory to get the shots, especially since I go to school. I’m pretty alone in this and I’m not trying to be some experiment they try stuff on.

I was forced to get it by my mother, I’m unsure of what to do now…

I’m age 17 and I feel as if I’m doomed. I’ve been the only one in my family to actually realize that I’m a soul and sprit, I do feel as if I’m alone and it tends to sit on my conscious often and it hurts. My actual father, my mother, and stepdad have all taken the vaccine. All believers of wearing mask everywhere, telling me to go to college and doing all the stuff that would be considered selling away my soul just for a paycheck. I just needed somewhere to actually talk about it, since when I try to talk to them it’s like my words go through their ear and come out of the other. It wasn’t that long that I just contemplated on just ending my life since it seemed there was nothing good going for it. That’s all that has been sitting inside of me as of so far. Peace to all the Gods and Goddesses of Planet Ki. One love. 🟣🔵🟢

I’ve gotten good progress from all the meditation. Now I’ve gotten to the point where I’m only 5-10 minutes into it, and I’m overwhelmed by so much energy that I start to feel it in my head all the way to my hands. I even start to get a bit light headed from the way that I breath. Has anyone had any similar experiences with this during meditation? Peace to the elder gods and goddesses. 💜